Father I am human now

Perhaps this was the first prayer I uttered as spirit, newly clothed in a human body. I entered this earthly existence, leaving behind my true form and awareness.

That prayer was my declaration of trust, knowing I would now experience limitation instead of the clarity and boundless freedom I once knew. As spirit, I was serenity itself. But in this human form, my awareness began to dim.

As the dimness increased, a new and strengthening alliance emerged – a fusion of ego and body-mind, filling the void my spirit left behind. This alliance, built on illusion and fear, muffled my true voice. Just as a fish gasps for air when out of water, my spirit suffocated.

Yet, hope remains. I carry the tools of the spirit: faith, hope, and love. They can shatter this illusion and lead me back to the vastness of Love, where my true home lies.

Faith grants me patience for the unknown, allowing me to navigate life’s stages even when I lack understanding. In the darkness, God guides where I cannot see. This journey, though uncertain, is the only path to true, unconditional love. Love is the goal, faith the process, and hope the enduring resolve to live amidst the unfolding mystery.

These are the enduring three: faith, hope, and love.

𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘴. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘱𝘩𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘦𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦; 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥; 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘦𝘥𝘨𝘦, 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺. 𝘍𝘰𝘳 𝘸𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘯 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘱𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴.