At the dawn of Artificial Intelligence we have arrived at the philosophical singularity of the 21st century. For centuries, humanity defined itself by the maxim of René Descartes: Cogito, ergo sum (“I think, therefore I am”). We believed our “Special Sauce” was our ability to calculate, to write poetry, to strategize, to analyze data. But... Continue Reading →
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Opening Reflection: The Search for Something More Most of us spend our lives searching—chasing dreams, escaping challenges, striving toward an envisioned future. Whether it’s financial stability, healing, purpose, or enlightenment, the road often feels long and uncertain. But what if the journey is not about arriving at a distant destination, but waking up to where... Continue Reading →
Welcome to afishoutofwater.blog To my fellow travelers, the quietly unraveling, the beautifully undone—this space was made with you in mind. You know who this is for? It’s for the one quietly unraveling in a world that only rewards certainty. The one who feels like they lost the map, only to discover it never quite fit... Continue Reading →
🕊️ Good Morning Holy Spirit There was a time, decades ago, when I read Good Morning Holy Spirit by Benny Hinn. I don’t align with that stream of Christian dogma anymore — not its ministry model, its practices, or its beliefs. But I won’t deny what that book did for me. It marked a turning... Continue Reading →
"If those who lead you say to you, ‘See, the kingdom is in the sky,’ then the birds of the sky will precede you. If they say to you, ‘It is in the sea,’ then the fish will precede you. Rather, the kingdom is inside of you, and it is outside of you." (Gospel of... Continue Reading →
Waiting on the Father's Light. You do not grasp the vision. You hold it. Not with intellect, but with posture. The Father’s light is not summoned by effort - it is received in rest. You are not the source. You are the steward. The knowing you seek is not mental - it is unveiled. Grace... Continue Reading →
Hope Deferred, Truth Unshaken You did not chase success. You chased Truth. Not for applause, but because you were wired to. The ache of delay is real - but it is not abandonment.You are not cast off.You are cast down, but not destroyed. The wreckage was not betrayal. It was exposure.You stewarded the setup. You... Continue Reading →
“If they ask you, ‘Where do you come from?’ say to them, ‘We came from the light, the place where the light came into being by itself, established itself, and appeared in their image.’" (Gospel of Thomas #50) 🔍 Reflection You are not a product of circumstance - you are a dispatch from light. Not... Continue Reading →
That which you have will save you if you bring it forth from yourselves. (Gospel of Thomas #70) You do not need to acquire.You need to uncover.The seed is already within—not as potential, but as presence. What you carry is not borrowed.It is authored.And when you bring it forth,you do not just reveal yourself -you... Continue Reading →
The Simplicity of Love I do not need to understand everything.I need to remember that Love is the goal.Not as sentiment, but as structure.Not as feeling, but as architecture. The journey is not a detour.It is the unveiling.And the destination is not a reward.It is the same Love that walked with me. God in me.God... Continue Reading →
To reach that place is not indulgence. It is liberation.It requires dismantling the inherited architecture of shame: conditioning, dogma, tradition, and belief systems that taught us to earn love rather than embody it. Without this radical self-acceptance, we cannot live authentically. We cannot step into the fullness of our divine design. We remain fractured, performing... Continue Reading →
Riddles the Soul Understands Before the Mind Does. "The story you wrote to survive wasn’t true— but it still saved you." You survived with a story. Maybe it said you were fine. Maybe it said you were in control. Maybe it said you deserved the silence, the distance, the pressure, the pain. It wasn’t true.... Continue Reading →
Riddles the Soul Understands Before the Mind Does. "They saw the version you outgrew. But God saw the one you were shedding toward." We are told to define ourselves by arrival: success, achievement, clarity, completion. But what if the sacred work isn’t in arriving— it’s in undoing? There comes a moment in every soul’s journey... Continue Reading →
#EchoBeforeOrigin Riddles the Soul Understands Before the Mind Does. "It wasn’t ambition pulling you forward— it was memory." Have you ever felt drawn to something you couldn’t name? Not because it made sense. Not because it was strategic. But because it shimmered with something familiar—like a place you’ve never been that still felt like home.... Continue Reading →
#GravityOfGrace Riddles the Soul Understands Before the Mind Does. "You weren’t pulled back because you failed— you were caught before you fell.We call it failure." The moment you freeze in the meeting. The text you never got a reply to. The opportunity that passed while you were still gathering courage. The platform that collapsed. The... Continue Reading →
A meditation on divine resonance and spiritual awakening There are moments when you hear something—a voice, a phrase, a verse—that doesn’t simply inform you... it interrupts you. Not with noise, but with knowing. It bypasses your intellect and lands somewhere deeper, almost hidden, awakening a longing that had no name until that moment. His voice scratches... Continue Reading →
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