Father I am human now

This was probably the first prayer I uttered as spirit, at the event of my human birth.
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I became human at the point when I was clothed with a body mind, dropping into this limited clouded view that is human existence.
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The prayer is a statement of faith to the Father, my Source, of my trust in him to guide, hold and protect me as I give up my original state and station of serenity, clarity and self sufficiency – in exchange for limitation and co-dependency.
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Serenity, clarity and self sufficiency progressively diminished from the point of that first human prayer; and as the original state of awareness (serenity, clarity and self sufficiency) diminished and dissolved, an ego identity and story emerged to fill that void.
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Increasingly, I, spirit , got muzzled and edged out of conscious existence and living. I fell into a state of semi slumber; like a fish out of water.
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In the void created by my muzzling, ego and body mind formed a strengthening alliance that was self referencing, self informing and self reinforcing. At its core, this alliance is one built upon and sustained by illusion, insecurity and fear.
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Father, I am human now. I trust you.
Faith, Hope and Love – the spirit’s tools to break up the alliance.
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I trust the work of God to expand my horizons, guide me to break out of the limitations and to help me step back into his universal expanse which is Love.
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𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘴. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘱𝘩𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘦𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦; 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥; 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘦𝘥𝘨𝘦, 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺. 𝘍𝘰𝘳 𝘸𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘯 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘱𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴.