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Governed By Origin
“If they ask you, ‘Where do you come from?’ say to them, ‘We came from the light, the place where the light came into being by itself, established itself, and appeared in their image.’" (Gospel of Thomas #50) 🔍 Reflection You are not a product of circumstance - you are a dispatch from light. Not... Continue Reading →
The Sacred Imperative of Self-Love
To reach that place is not indulgence. It is liberation.It requires dismantling the inherited architecture of shame: conditioning, dogma, tradition, and belief systems that taught us to earn love rather than embody it. Without this radical self-acceptance, we cannot live authentically. We cannot step into the fullness of our divine design. We remain fractured, performing... Continue Reading →
Known By Undoing
Riddles the Soul Understands Before the Mind Does. "They saw the version you outgrew. But God saw the one you were shedding toward." We are told to define ourselves by arrival: success, achievement, clarity, completion. But what if the sacred work isn’t in arriving— it’s in undoing? There comes a moment in every soul’s journey... Continue Reading →
When Truth Scratches an Itch You Didn’t Know You Had
A meditation on divine resonance and spiritual awakening There are moments when you hear something—a voice, a phrase, a verse—that doesn’t simply inform you... it interrupts you. Not with noise, but with knowing. It bypasses your intellect and lands somewhere deeper, almost hidden, awakening a longing that had no name until that moment. His voice scratches... Continue Reading →
You Are Not What Happened to You
You Are Not What Happened to You—You Are What Remains The Noise of Experience vs. The Truth of Essence Life has a way of leaving its marks—trauma, fear, loss, heartbreak. We absorb experiences like ink on a page until we mistake the writing for the paper itself. But even in those moments of forgetting, something... Continue Reading →
Every Life Is a Journey Back to God
A gentle reminder that life is not random, nor is it aimless. Beneath every twist in the road, there is a divine intelligence drawing us home. This post invites you to look beyond tradition, language, or spiritual labels—and listen for the sacred current within you, always inviting you into alignment. There’s an old saying: All... Continue Reading →
The Lake Moment: My Mini-Stroke
In August 2024 , by the quiet of a lake, my world momentarily stuttered . It wasn't a dramatic, lights-out event, but something more subtle and, perhaps, more profound: a mini-stroke. While the physical effects were relatively minor, the experience left me with a puzzle that has resonated deeply with my understanding of who and... Continue Reading →
The Confines of Grace: Awakening to the Power of the Present Moment.
I learnt this lesson the hard way: Stop kicking the can down the road. Stop leaning into a future event, present activity, or expectation as a crutch for stability or a basis for your identity. I don't think I'd ever truly lived in the present fully as myself; fully independent of external milestones, projected pit... Continue Reading →
Beyond Words: The Unseen Name of God
The name of God, whispered throughout time, is not what you might expect. It is not a word uttered with the lips, nor a sacred scroll written upon parchment. The true name of God is the signature of the Divine upon our very hearts. Like a seed carries the blueprint of its full potential, so... Continue Reading →
You are not afraid, you experience fear.
You are not afraid, you experience fear.You are not sad. You experience sadness.You are not angry. You experience anger.You are not traumatised. You experience trauma.You are not ashamed. You experience shame. This is not said to deny the reality of your circumstances, but to offer you a doorway to healing and freedom. Use the fearUse... Continue Reading →
Reality check
At some point in our journey, we all encounter a reality check. Your life, provision, source, and substance do not come from the world you perceive through your five senses. For some, it's a quiet nudge or a niggling question: 'Surely there's more to life than this?' For others, it comes as a full-blown, life-altering... Continue Reading →
Mondays, Doubts, and Divine Reminders.
Many of us, myself included, experience the internal tension of being both divine essence and human. I've accepted this profound truth, yet navigating its consequences can still be a challenge. Some days I'm energized, focused, and clear. Others, doubt and daily worries cloud my mind. Yet, I'm deeply convinced of this journey's authenticity and the... Continue Reading →
Beyond the Wounds: Reclaiming Purpose and Identity
Trauma weaves itself into the fabric of our lives, shaping us in ways both subtle and profound. Have you ever wondered how the unseen wounds of the past might still influence your present? A couple of years ago, I spent quite a lot of time looking at a photograph of my 2-year-old self. I made... Continue Reading →
Father I am human now
Perhaps this was the first prayer I uttered as spirit, newly clothed in a human body. I entered this earthly existence, leaving behind my true form and awareness. That prayer was my declaration of trust, knowing I would now experience limitation instead of the clarity and boundless freedom I once knew. As spirit, I was... Continue Reading →
